Sorry

Sometimes it's hard to say I'm sorry yo Yo, eh, my raps written in a whirlwind, so if my tail spin Just point at me and ill begin where the twirl ends Its difficult to open up, wounds that never shut And watch it bleed while these rap critics eat it up But such is destiny, a limit of choice I'm the coppertone chiller, with the little kid voice Used to never talk, thoughts too deep, they're philosophical To drop interpretations, quite logical Systematic pressure, I ingest and write my letters The misery, visibly, breaking me, physically I walk around half-smiles, hiding pain deep, knowing that I ain't feelin Right and it's hard to sleep/ subconsciously worry about my mom and poppa She want another life where she marry her a doctor And after all these years it's just tears She wanted something more, but it's hard to shift the gears Pops stressin out, didn't know he did nuttin wrong Apologetic, say your sorry but the hurt has been done Same old song, but I don't understand the melody Treated like a criminal, third strike felony Its hard as fuck when you see your pop cry Lookin deep into my face never blinkin an eye Say your sorry [Chrous] Sorry, didn't mean to hurt nobody Sorry, never knew I was hurtin you I'm sorry Yo this is for the ladies that I did wrong, it's sort of crazy That I would write these words up in a song, hopin maybe To get some closure, relationship's already over I'm healthy and I'm sober, no brownies made of doja Born in october, I'm a libra in my placement The qualities of my sign, they leave me here adjacent To romance, I can't say ive been faithul Ive cheated many times, for experience I'm grateful Even being honest, posturin like a adonis While kissin on your neck, pullin deep on marijuanas Manipulatin, you was giving, I was taking My girl weve been forsaken, like muslims eating bacon Its kinda squalor, I dont know what else to call it You opened up your heart and I had to go and spoil it This is for the sisters who I really got deep Nicky, jackie, queen afuya, Big T All due respect cause we met for a purpose I hope you ain't ashamed cause your time wasn't worthless I'm sorry [Hook] To all my homies gettin my back, I'm never lonely If I ever dis, raised a fist, I was only Caught up in the moment, thought you was my opponent I saw myself in you for a minute, and I wanted To fight me, likely I was mad at self Sometimes it's easier to blame someone else Without ya'll couldn't stand the constant demands of livin rap life It's only right that we band/ together against the restless tides of oppression I'm firin rhymes like smith n wessun Progression is made with a simple step, even jesus wept I'm lettin ya know too long, these feelings kept Inside of my mind, true friends hard to find Now that I let it out, we gotta shine cousin I'm so sorry