Next to U

C'est quelque chose que je choisi parce que c'est mon joie de vie I know I got a problem It all started with me I wanted something special wasn't what I thought it should be It's never easy when you grow in love so passionately Irrationally saw your beauty wanted to be Next to you All I needed was your hands on my head Ocean blue and your waters as you swam in my bed Got confused as we cuddled all the words that we said Now im in a puddle with my heart bleeding red Next to you Was my pillow was soft to my touch Next to you Was a fellow didn't talk to much Next to you Was my joy puddy all in your clutch Next to you Was a boy with his feet getting stuck In a maze full of feelings Like I started to rush when I looked into your eyes saw a flower so crushed Never knew I could have hurt you getting harder to trust And I feel so insecure like I'm ready to bust Next to you Next to you Another silly love sick fool Do you wanna be with me? Think I want to be with you Next to you Don't know what I'm going to do Do you want to be with me? Think I want to be with you Another silly love sick fool Do you wanna be with me? think i want to be with you Next to you I never said im perfect I got some issues to solve It's like I blew a circuit and planet earth still revolve We in the land of serpents And I know brothers could foul Trying to find my purpose I hope you're feeling me now I've travelled many places seen symbols and signs It's like you telepathic because you be reading my mind I see your aura glisten, I'm always peeping your shine Deep in my heart I'm wishing commitment was on my mind Next To you Something beautiful eclipse with the moon Next to you Something immuteable hips with a boom Next to you Feeling selfish Cause I can't give it all Next to You We ain't eating right up after the fall? When I see over the other side I couldn't be wrong When i hide away my fears I see the cracks in the door Then we argue and we fuss and it doesnt take long And I doubt about that lovin' that we made in the morn Next to you Toi et moi? Next to you Another silly love sick fool Do you wanna be with me? Think I want to be with you Next to you Don't know what I'm going to do Do you want to be with me? Think I want to be with you Another silly love sick fool Do you wanna be with me? Think I want to be with you Next to you Hey... Over analytic, you see a critic was born On an October morning when my momma was strong Searching in my heart to find it but I feel like a stone Turned cold in the morn where I want to go home Next to you Blowing kisses trying to make it alright Next to you Saying prayers I hope they last for a night Next to you I'm not a player let the loving be right Gotta take a leap of faith if I want to take flight Next to you....