Truth is

[Verse 1:Z-ro] I don't think I'm the last-I'm the only one of my breed Because I'm unable to trust-unless it's one of my seeds Even still I fall in love with the women that give me nothin' but drama Too busy lookin for what I miss in'my mama Keep God first is written on every autograph I sign But hard to practice what I preach, with all this evil on my mind Cause my premeditation is revenge Not patient enough to wait on God to handle it for me-I commit sin You wonder why I never come around Cause if I'm goin thru it and we're together you might get a lil'down And I'm not tryna be a party-pooper Even though I'm rich-I'm use to bein depressed, I'm addicted and just can't quit Truth is my situation ain't live My label just paid for lawyers and the advances, and a Chyrstler to drive You wonder why I'm still holdin' this microphone To let the people that live a life like mine, know that they're not alone [Hook Repeat 2x:Z-ro] Truth is-everybody love to talk about what's wrong with' somebody else But I'm not scared, to say what's wrong with myself Truth is-I know I rap about the same thing, again and again But show me money, happiness, and real-true friends [Verse 2:Z-ro] Lately I been thinking about Rhonda and I miss her But I don't miss my could-be wife I miss my sister I saw you on the news and I'm sorry for ya loss Another baby daddy dead and one more kid around the house (damn) I made I hate you bitch about you and you know that But check this out...sometimes I be wishin' I could go back And undo it, never go thru it-try to keep on livin' our lives All I can say today is I apologize Even though you did me bad-I ain't mad, cause we both did dirt But you didn't have to steal from me and make it hurt Told the laws that I hit you (bitch)-tryed to send me to jail Then called my phone, screaming you loved me and I loved you as well But after that wasn't nothin' left accept to let my wheels spin Now every time I meet a good woman-I'm afraid to let her in Cause I don't wanna repeat 2003 I know you mad, but if you and the kids every need anything-holla at me [Hook Repeat 2x:Z-ro] [Verse 3:Z-ro] I'd rather walk alone, instead of walkin'20 deep I'm a shepard, but I know I can't handle too many sheep Some say I'm a prophet, some say I'm just tryna earn a profit But if I'm tryna walk right-the Lord gon' keep somethin in my pocket I curse and I smoke weed and keep a gun in my hand But I never said I was perfect, I am only a man I been to jail a couple of times but that don't mean I'm a threat In fact the Lord was probably protectin' me from my debt Cause I done had so many beef-with other rappers and police And gangbangers that claim what I claim wanna see me Rest In Peace Bury me next to my mama if they lay me down to sleep Truth is I'm not a person, I'm just another CD Man I done tripped out on some of my fans, indirectly So many haters had me thinkin' all of ya'll was tryna disrespect me Sometimes I wish I was somebody else But thank the Lord for all of my troubles-cause that's what makes me myself [Hook Repeat 2x:Z-ro]