Blast Myself

[Hook: Z-Ro] I wake up in the morning and I ask myself Is life worth living, should I blast myself? Before I go to sleep at night, I ask myself Is life worth living, should I blast myself? Look at myself in the mirror and I ask myself Is life worth living, should I blast myself? I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help So is life worth living, should I blast myself? [Verse 1:] Tell me where to go to get a piece of mind Cause all I see is suicide receiving me by my tec9 Although my tattoo reads 'no more pain' Lately I feel the needle hit me up in vein Most of my real niggas are dead They done left me with my fake friends The ones that 'always need you But don't appreciate' friends I'm solo when I roll I live in doubt by myself That way nobody can blame me for the death of somebody else Cause the way these niggas hate me is an epidemic I'm in the line of fire 24/7 Constantly steppin' in it Hate me cause I'm doing good Hate me cause I ain't doing bad At least I got to be a dad But I got no seeds I used to bleed for some other cats crashin' But as far as I'm concerned I would've burned for those creations My family didn't make it Make me wonder will I last myself So is life worth living, should I blast myself? [Hook:] I wake up in the morning and I ask myself Is life worth living, should I blast myself? Before I go to sleep at night, I ask myself Is life worth living, should I blast myself? Look at myself in the mirror and I ask myself Is life worth living, should I blast myself? I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help So is life worth living, should I blast myself? [Verse 2: Z-Ro] It ain't that I sound like 'pac I sound like stress Just like automatic when I'm down and depressed I shed tears cause I do it so good Thanks to my nothin' ass homies off the block Nigga fuck my hood I couldn't shit, shower, and shave Unless I was willing to pay That's why I wasn't willing to stay I could do bad by myself I ain't even have no money for me And y'all was laughing like me suffering was funny to see So wonder why I don't give a fuck about being here On the other hand I murder motherfuckas 'Do we have a problem here? ' If you beat me to the trigger I ain't mad homie Least I ain't gotta cry no more No more feeling sad homie Y'all know trae got my back He gon' look out for my people God leave me not in temptation Deliver me from evil And if it's my time, I'm ready If it ain't, I'm a ask myself Man, is life worth living should I blast myself? [Hook: Z-Ro] I wake up in the morning and I ask myself Is life worth living, should I blast myself? Before I go to sleep at night, I ask myself Is life worth living, should I blast myself? Look at myself in the mirror and I ask myself Is life worth living, should I blast myself? I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help So is life worth living, should I blast myself? [Verse 3: Z-Ro] I ain't trying to be a role model, but I am What kind of role model get arrested for 300 grams? I struggle with my addiction, I ain't perfect Realize that it's bringing me closer to my grave So maybe it's worth it The more codeine I drink The more I'm not awake I'm like a prisoner And syrup is the way I escape But the message is to the kids 'Do as I say, and not as I do Cause there could be a brighter future for you' But as for me; all I know is drama, all I know is pain 27 and I don't know how to smile and that's a shame I came and I used 77, the first one By age 10 or 11 fool blown smokin' blunts Cause weed was what I needed to evade and escape But reality went in and smacked me dead in my face Now that I'm gone, I got no more cheeks to turn So I ask myself, man is life worth living should I blast myself? [Outro: Z-Ro] Went to the pitcher full of liquor Trying to ask for help Said is life worth living should I blast myself? Movin' so fast I done broke around and cast myself Man is life worth living should I blast myself? I'm tired of bein' broke, where was I when the cash was there? Man is life worth living should I blast myself? I just can't take it, I ain't even gotta ask myself Maybe life ain't worth livin', I'm a blast myself