The Worst

[Verse 1] I got too crazy last night Where the hell the time been? Where the hell my mind been? I can't even find it Through with all this sunshine Facing all the darkness Figure out my problems Gotta finally solve this But in the realest part of the day Realest part of the day Baby I'm still so afraid And you still far away So I'll stay down here I'll just stay down And I know it's my fault Should've planned for the fall Baby it's almost fall We should go to the mall I can buy you whatever Girl just make it all better [Verse 2] And I probably fell off Yeah I'm probably still lost And I don't know how come But I'm tryna to get on I can still do my thing down here I'll still do my thing And that was never real let's be honest Never real let's be honest But, we can put that behind us We can put that behind us And I've always been alone Girl it's all I've ever known She say She say, it'll all change some day But I've heard that babe And I'm losing faith And we know too much So it's all on us But it's not just luck This is not just love This something else And I've, seen it all before You don't have a heart You just love what isn't yours But you can't do that this year You can't do that [Verse 3] And I think bout my mom How we're not even close And I think about home Guess that's just how it goes Wonder what I've become I just wish I could know I just wish I could know With my folks back home I've been feeling alone So I had to get stoned Mixing highs with the lows And it's the worst, cause you don't even know you're not happy It's the worst Yeah It's the worst It's the worst