Focused

[Verse 1] Time, time Thought I'd be more busy I should probably spend more I thought she wouldn't miss me Caught, caught Caught up in a memory I'm living out a dream But I've still been feeling empty Lost, lost Thought I'd find a source by now All this extra freedom Got me feeling like I'm lost right now Since I hit that age, like everything has changed I wonder if there's something that forever stays the same [Hook] But I'm focused on my future right now I got no time for that here I'm just focused on this future right now I got no time for that [Verse 2] I've been fighting these emotions I think I'm getting shallow Instead of feeling pain I put it off for tomorrow It's easy to be numb It's easy not to feel I'm dealing with this stress Maybe you should let me chill Lately I've been gone All these things I'm planning Feel like my only focus Is the money and the living But I'm not losing time Don't pin that on me I'll pop up in a month here And we'll see if you agree I've been working hard, I deserve this summer I will get it all, make a full length summer Feel like going off, trying to build this summer Saving all my cash, got a bill this summer If I do enough get a deal this summer Or do it on my own, cause I kill this number I had from the start, this a real up and comer Do it all again, cause I need to recover I can never fall though, this my town Outgrew you, by sundown Never change me, this hometown I need distance, craving lights now I'm resting on rock bottom here At least it's solid ground though for me I haven't slept right in bout a year But what did you expect from me? [Hook] [Verse 3] She looks at me with her jaw dropped Guess she didn't expect this I've been working hard though You just haven't been checking You just haven't put time in Always talking 'bout time spent But girl, you haven't been listening Girl you haven't been relevant I swear my standards dropped Round this time last year But I got em back up again I got em back up again So, maybe we could try again Maybe we could try again Some time Some time Love what I'm doing now This year, I'm coming back This year, I'm gonna find you Or someone close to that They saying I won't come through Should I get used to that? I'm dying to prove em wrong though That's what I tell em back They saying that I'm a wreck right now But show me how you have got it together You saying you're not a mess right now But don't lie girl, I've read your Tumblr She saying she want more though Wish I could give her that Not into getting too close Now we on different tracks [Hook] [Outro] I got, no time for a half friend, no time for commitment I got, no time for a dead end, this time for just living I got, no time for fitting in, no time for these parties I got, no time for waiting around or for you to call me This year, I shine I swear I'm coming back I swear I'm gonna find you Or someone close to that I got it all in my schedule I got it all in the plan now I swear I'm coming back I really got it though Let go, let go I couldn't slow my roll If I tried to If I even tried to