All By Myself

[Hook] I'm all by myself I'm all by myself Sittin' here, and I'm all by myself But I can do it, I don't need no help Said I'm sittin' here, and I'm all by myself But I can do it, I don't need no help So I pick my head up, and look to the sky I can reach it, yo I think that I can reach it I'm sittin' here, and I'm all by myself But I can do it, I don't need no help [Verse One: Young Fade] I'm sittin' in my room, buzzin' and smokin' by myself All I need is a beat and notebook, I don't need nobody else Being alone is what I'm used to, they say it's bad for my health But you don't know how I felt, yo, I think I need some help Cause these thoughts that I be havin' are crazy, sometimes they be scarin' me I talked to a therapist but she herself is in need of therapy So you can say my lifes just a little fucked up So I ride around with my music loud and my middle finger up Yo I never gave a fuck And I think I never will And to keep it real I chill at home with a beer and some pills Every night another groupie Another one night stand, yo But I could use a hand cause I'm in one tight jam But it's okay cause I put my head up and I look to the sky And I wonder why God didn't give me the ability to fly Right now I'm leaving this Earth, my feet have left the dirt And for what it's worth I won't apologize to the people that I hurt [Hook] [Verse Two: Shmozilla] Once again, I'm all by my lonesome, more pain in my heart than books on shelves That's why I sleep by myself, just me, I don't need nobody else Fuck all you bitches, I don't need no help I'm a man, I'ma pull through with my head held high Middle finger up to all these Cloud House hating queers So far I've climbed from the sewage and slime Like a Toxic Avenger Prayed all my haters like a magical blender Remember 'Zilla does not maim, he dismembers Trainwreck flow, boy, I'm doing more than smashing fenders My back was against the wall, y'all wasn't trying to assist or give no help The only two were Fade and Jo so I'm screamin' out, "Fuck all else" I don't need your help or want your sympathy, just remember me I'm that hero that you love to hate, blood drenched in villainry Sometimes I swear it's like ain't nobody ever listen So I switch my shit to brail, boy, make sure ya feel 'em Then I start packin', never looking back at You and what you said I couldn't do I'm bout to shine boy, down bright on all of you [Hook]