Insomnia

(verse 1) Whiskey and some rum Stuck inside my liver Taboo marijuana Conceded in my filter Gun in my left hand Razor in the other Feeling like a stereotypical of a brother Got myself inside this room Fresh blood upon the walls Never making much sense But you don't get this shit at all Married to the souls That have emotionally past before me You wonder why now my life is always of non certainty I take that back Got these listeners feeling jacked Put this city upon my back Suicidal feels is what I lack Case you don't know how I act More like anxiety attack Switch that to panic exact Anger inside is compact But i know i made an impact But this is not a pity party Don't need no sympathy cause the pills do that for me hardly Hard to see happiness when you already know my drama But then again you wouldn't unless we had the same mama Don't need to exit Cause the entrance was blocked from me The shit I write about is too scarce to put in diaries So I guess I can't blog about it no more Cause then I realized the feds will start knocking my door But.. (Chorus) The words that speak Is beyond my true reach So i feel i need to smoke and drink all day Til the pain just goes away Until the pain just goes away And you that i never get no sleep So I'm always speaking deep So I’m gone keep this mind state Til the day I’m in a grave Until the day I’m in a grave (verse 2) Clean head upon me Need none of that Rogaine King upon the hills But I don’t sell no fucking propane Motion like the ocean But I can't sing about Novocaine Driving slow But I’m all alone In the exit lane Let me clear these thoughts for a second I'm paranoid It's only those like me who can enter inside this void Or maybe it's because I can't sleep I’m feeling this A point in time you feel like you shouldn't even exist It's only temporary cause then the next day The happiness will fade the pain away But until then I’m gone still keep having these dark feelings And fuck you if you feel like i have a better meaning I still get people telling me i can't have theses emotions Well if you feel that way then why don't you just take my poison Cause if i don't do this shit that's written then who will And you already know how i feel (Chorus) The words that speak Is beyond my true reach So i feel i need to smoke and drink all day Til the pain just goes away Until the pain just goes away And you that i never get no sleep So I'm always speaking deep So I’m gone keep this mind state Til the day I’m in a grave Until the day I’m in a grave (Spoken Words) (Chorus) The words that speak Is beyond my true reach So i feel i need to smoke and drink all day Til the pain just goes away Until the pain just goes away And you that i never get no sleep So I'm always speaking deep So I’m gone keep this mind state Til the day I’m in a grave Until the day I’m in a grave