Daily Entry

I know you hear this Guess you may say I'm fearless Did too much of the real shit To even get much notice Got much to be thankful But sometimes it ain't helpful I don't know why Cause I don't fly Cause some of y'all too postal Get tired of the same song Some don't even sing along How can I really be wrong Blame ya'll hating all along Need a little of this kush Need a little of this drink Giving me less time to rush And giving me time to think Friends telling me I do wrong All my foes say im right Better yet the opposite Of all of this obvious And mostly it's redundant Don't have time to hear bullshit Im bumping this real music While im writing the hard shit Giving me time to focus Cause soon i'll have my moment To sprout like the lotus The beauty of my lyrics If any of you hear it My city maybe too small But you can rarely notice It will get bigger in minutes Gotta stay in charge Cause now I got a fanbase My keyboard and my laptop And my guitar is my best friends And yet I'm anti-social Except to certain women But im not going player I'm going like a best friend Cause I am still healing From my heart being broken But then again its so hard To truly find love again I wish my music was real To have relationship with Cause then I never worry bout The heart slowing down then My grandma and my auntie Said I'm destined for greatness Heavy within my own heart Burden won't get me weightless Never appearance wise but It's really all basic Changing my fitness regime Stress the fuck out Really just wanna relax But I can't slow down The city night lights And daylights brightens even Reflections never scaring me Despite me not believing it Wish I was blind at times So that I wouldn't see it Gotta keep breathing Life in this dedication Cause some ya'll still say that I have the determination I do this more just for us And really not just for you This therapy its just like Except that its more in tune Thanks to all my inspirations For doing just what they do They still making this music Inspiring me for what I do The pain is still fading Away slowly in time It's only just the reminders That flashes before my eyes But then again all my friends Say it's really just no surprise The people who really hear me You know that I never lie I had to write this down So that I wouldn't forget it Respect this shit or not Or you can just really skip it But at the end of the day This is my truthful message No guessing Less stressing No weapon A hidden blessing To know my daily lesson