Bad Shodam (Iranian lyrics with English meaning)

Motasefane ino yad gereftam nakhandam hata baad az in ke faaz gereftam ba ye joke Unforunately I’ve learnt not to laugh even when I find a purpose to after a joke Ta boland khandidam sari mohkam dastamo gaaz gereftam Once I laughed loudly, I bit my hand to feel the pain and stop laughing Fahmidam khe khoob bodanam baztab nadare I’ve learnt that my kindness has no reflection Vojdan ta akhere in dastan sarabe There is no such thing as a conscience in this story Fahmidam kababi asare savabe ???? Be mohtaj faghad begam ke bazaar kharabeh To lie to the needy when I can’t afford to help them Fahmidam gonah mitone yeki do rooz adi she I leant that a person’s sins can become normal to them Hata mahlavintara to yek lahse madi she And spiritual objects could become materials in one second Yad gereftam ke takhrib konam I learnt to destroy people’s emotions Ta ye maroof didam begam velesh konan And not care for anyone’s successes Yad gereftam ke az hame doram ba to jam konam tabdil be aslahe konam I learnt to turn on people Dard o delaro beshnavam o vaghte dava hamoon dard o delashone masghare konam Listen to their heartbreaks but mock those heartbreaks in an argument To dele yek shar por az sasaye manfi rahaye makhfi pore khatar In this world, all these negative people and dead ends are full of danger Marhaye afi istadi to chaharrahe tadi You are stood on a crossroad surrounded by snakes Dargiri Stuck Ke sokoot konam o masloomtar sham Shall i just stay silent Ejaze bedam hame az room rad shan And let people walk all over me Ya besham ye namard ke ba tabiat khodesho beftad be marge adamiat Or become a coward who’s let his disgraceful environment take over him Nagoo masalaro vakonesh baz Don’t tell me not to react to the problem Khob mosalameh har koneshi vakonesh dasht Because for every action there is a reaction Rood boodam sad shodam I was a river, I’ve become a dam Rooz boodam shab shodam I was the day, I’ve become the night Khoob boodam rad shodam I was good but I moved on Va bad shodam And I became bad Nasb be nasb khooon be khoon Generation after generation blood through blood In beyne ma micharkhe This will always stay in our lives Ino khoob bedoom Know this Ma mesle domino behem zarbe mizanim We hurt eachother like dominos To be man man be oon oon be oo You to me, me to him, and him to her Mage khodam kheyr didam Have I ever seen kindness Javabe khodam o kheyr midam I bitterly answer no Oon ke dasht midid ke daram az beyn miram peyk mizad badmaze meyl mikard To he who watched me dying, didn’t care and wished bad things for me Ey eezad khodet shahedami Oh God, you are watching over me Hes mikonam daram miram to ye chahe amigh I feel like I’m falling into a deep pit Ghabool kon defa to in mored varede Accept that I need to protect myself in this Manam bad naboodam vali khodet yadete I was never bad but do you remember Oon rooze ke vaystade boodam too safe kopon That day I was stood in the cheap grocery queue Didam yaroo poshte benz o khafe kopol I saw a rich obese guy in his Mercedes Neshesteh bood ye boone birikht Sat in an ugly suit Ke az sar ta pash faghad dasht pool mirikht Money dripping from him, from head to toe Too oon lahse hes kardam ke rooze mordaname In that moment I knew it was my day to die Didam oon ke kenareshe doost dokhtarame I saw the person sat next to him was my girlfriend Mano did vali man gharibe boodam She saw me but I was a stranger to her Ba hamoon manto ke man khardide boodam Dressed in the same coat I brought her In hame to eshgh dadi oonam pah dar shod You give so much love, and this is what you get Raft ba hamooni ke avezoone babashe She left you for a spoilt brat whos still dependant onto his dad Ye etasebe nahar ye eteraze maman Lunch every day, and still an apology from his mum Yani Benz damedare ye papiyoonam balash I mean, a merdeces at his door with a bow on top Lafz miyad ke roosh hesab konan He talks fancy to impress them Mige mikham be amvale pedar ezaf konam He says he wants to continue his dads business Kheili khod sakhtast He talks too much about himself Hamoon benzam az babash kharid azam ghes mayi hezar toman But I know he rented that benz off his dad for free Gharz kardam ta barat kharj kardam But im here borrowing money from others just to spend it on you Man kafe khiaboono barat farsh kardam I rolled a carpet down when you walked on the street Man vaseye dashtane to nasv kardam For you to be mine I made a deal with God Man to ye fereshte farz kardam I thought of you as an angel Man ba tanhayi to ba tanhayi Now you are not with me and I’m alone Ke to ra velet mikonam too gooje tanhai Im leaving you in an alley of loneliness Too in shahre por neghab In this world full of fakes To ba oon bekhab You sleep with him Man ba ghorse khab And me with sleeping pills Age beporsam oon kie ke bahashi If I asked you who that guy is Behem migi ba labkhand You would laugh and say “baba oon ke dadashime” “aah he’s like my brother” Hamoon dadashiya dooshidanet These “brothers” of yours Lebaso kandan o to ro pooshidanet They took off your clothes and wore you Goftam to kharab mishi oono abad mikoni I told you his lust will ruin you To ke aroos nemishi oono damad mikoni You won’t be his bride, he’s married to himself Ey to ke harfat ta in rooz dorooghe (sigh) everything you said to this day was a lie Ye too zardi ke hata nimroot do roohe Even half you’re face is two faced Gofti bar migarde bazam khamesh mikonam You said “he will come back and I will make him putty in my hands” Gofti bebakhshid hale khahesh mikonam You said “sorry, its sorted, please” Baad az shish saal daraye delet baz shode You came back to me after 6 years Vase khodam oomadi ya chon ke yas shodam Is it because of me or my name Yas o negahdar faghad vase rap Leave that name alone, thats my career Oon be kenar dar asl man yaseram Put that aside, in reality im Yaser Oon ke vase esmesh riazat keshide I’ve worked hard for this name Hagh bede poshte mize riasat beshine I deserve my title Daram oghdehamo dar miaram Im annoying you with my stories Az delam sareto dard miaram Giving you a headache with my heartache Mazerat to shad bash man ke naboodam dash Sorry..you be happy because I was never.. bro Too in ahang to sange sabooram bash In this story you were my rock Albate inam ke harfe jalebe Actually, this is funny Ke ma tamame harfamoon hagh be jaleve How we are entitled to our own opinions Ma az khoobiamoon dam zadim vagarnah I keep talking about how I’m a good guy Manam be kheylia kam badi nakardam But I too was a not nice person to many people either Pool dokhtar mogheyatam Money. Girls. Fame Khodaye bad nabood o omgh niyatam It was with good intentions though Vali bezar baade mileharo havalam konan But let them talk nonsense about me Bar ke khali shan o mano halalam konan Empty themselves and make me pure Manam yad gereftam inaro az ejtemamoon I learnt this from society Be toojih nadare karam eshtebah bood I have no excuse my behaviour was wrong Age dard daram boode hagham If im hurting I deserved it Lagham ye hesab ketabi boode ke moonde aghab Anyway, the past is the past Begzarim inam ba ye dide rootin Let’s leave it Beshto begoo base bas dikte khoondi That’s enough of this essay Toam age zendegie ma ra dide boodid If you would have lived the life I had To sadta terak sar ta paye ma ra minemoondi You wouldn’t shut up about it either Vai vase man rap yani dastan But for me rap means a story Az oon ke zakhm khord vali baaz vaystad Of a guy who fell down but stood back up Are rap yani arman Yes, rap is motivation Az zire zamin parvaz be aseman From the bottom of the earth to the sky Yas