A Billion Ways

[Verse 1: Yak Ballz] She’s so tired of waking up, so tired Dark circles under her eyes, she’s so tired Thinking God forgot to put her wires together like MacGyver But her smile shines well of a thousand watts and higher Desire to go out without assistance They’re afraid an episode is inevitable Seven months old, the first storm Mother and father in tears over the crib watching their first born As her retinas flutter, body shivers Gift or a curse, it's what the good doctor delivered Efforts to cope, they hold her at 9 years old Nine years strong they hold her down when she convulses Check her pulse, it beats her down wholeheartedly Was tranquil and quiet prior to her starting to seize What dis-ease, trying to communicate through a channel She blew a fuse and lost the signal when it was scrambled [Hook: Peter Toh] She’s a lot like us in a billion ways Every day seems the same Round and round, ’round the way And when I think about it, I want to turn my face When the beast sinks its teeth in we run [Verse 2: Yak Ballz] She hates what she she’s in the mirror, nervous Can’t understand why she can’t cheer up, it's not working And I could get a little slimmer Is what she thinks in front of her body framed just left of the school pictures More junk food down the chute, chuck it in the garbage Sloppily treating her body like a dumpster then she vomits Violently doubled over then wash up the bile And be ghost quicker then anybody would ever notice Ten pounds less and still going Chipper in front of her friends, the binge is well kept Her face is sunk in, there’s not much else left Of her self-esteem, one too many failed attempts With vanity bad as her teeth she knows she can’t keep this up She’s turning into what she eats Depressed and thinks she’s fat no matter what Across from shrink hysterically crying saying I had enough [Hook: Peter Toh] But when I think about it, it makes me turn my face When the beast sinks his teeth in we run We are a lot like her in a billion ways Born an age ago and lived a billion days We still take one step forward and two steps back There ain't no pill that I know gonna bring her back [Verse 3: Yak Ballz] So scandalous, a vampire on beat In the heat of the night she’s admired From a distance through a slab of glass In the eyes of man who pays cash for ass He pulls up alongside and asks how much And she replies twenty for a blow fifty for a... Only eighteen, still a child she climbs in hikes it up He slides in and then busts [Hook x1]