I Miss You

[Verse 1: Dre Murray] Homie I’m staring at your picture, no smile on your face Just a gaze at the lens like you lost, outer space Thinking ‘bout your last question, how we got to this place I may never understand when you had your first case I was way outta town, just tryna embrace My new found life, a place that was safe Never thought you'd hit the bank and ask for the safe Bag full of cash, hot gun in your waist Now I’m praying that it’s not too late But through the glass all I’m seeing are eyes full of hate And a heart full of rage, a spirit ready to break Soul so tired, but his flesh is awake [Hook: Kelly Kelz] I done been through fire, see these scars, I done been through pain I done been through storms, I done been through calm, I done been through rain Oh man, I miss you [Verse 2] And we told ‘em we was cousins even though we wasn’t kin But it was known between each other that we’d be brothers to the end Running after sin, never thought you’d see the end By the barrel of a gun at the hands of other men Now regret in sinking in What do I say to your moms? Where do I begin? See I really can’t pretend, though I called you friend The life you had before you died, I wasn’t even in I’m like, how did that happen? And can we go back to the start? Huh? Man I’m not just rapping I’m praying that this verse heals my heart [Hook] I done been through fire, see these scars, I done been through pain I done been through storms, I done been through calm, I done been through rain Oh man, I miss you [Verse 3] Back at the hospital peeking at the chart Diagnosis is slowly tearing my family apart Praying at your bedside, I just wanna hear you breathing I’ll be on my knees ‘til this nurse tell me to leave her Gazing out the window, but listening for your heart Like I’m searching for the tempo, thinking to the start Before the cancer sliced you up like Kimbo Tryna stay calm but inside I want to vent though And ask the Lord why I turn and grabbed your hand and we all start to cry And then she looked me dead in the eye She said they can take my body but my spirit won’t die [Hook] I done been through fire, see these scars, I done been through pain I done been through storms, I done been through calm, I done been through rain Oh man, I miss you