Blacked Out

I asked God why am I suffering He said, welcome to a world where your bank account reigns I salute my wasted youth And tip this bottle back until the nerves ignore the pain Repetition needs a friend I have a 12 gauge resting in my hands How 'bout we get this party started right And use a bullet for each of your eyes Repetition's at its end How does it feel to receive rather to send Oh, I forgot you don't have a fucking brain It was blown out by another man drove insane I can't feel a thing Emotionless never felt me this way Can this be the rest of my life No care, no remorse Follow me to a cold, numb mind And live the life of a corpse I asked God when will I get my chance He said I don't have an answer and I don't have a plan I salute my wasted youth And tip this bottle back until the nerves ignore the pain Blacked out Blacked out Blacked out, my conscience is controlling me Blacked out, the poison never leaves my veins Blacked out I need an answer I need closure I salute my wasted youth And tip this bottle back until the nerves ignore the pain I can't feel a thing My emotions have the best of me I can't feel a thing My emotions help me truly see when I'm blacked out