A Process So Familiar

It's coursing through my veins My heartbeat starts to race and I can't breathe My composure falls apart, my vision blurs and I can't see I can't stop over thinking, the thought of company is threatening I can't make sense of anything I need to be alone, just let me be alone Please put me anywhere as long as no eye can see Every second, an hour, cold sweats devour my skin My body shakes and I am in eternal decay A process so familiar A process so divine This process would be faster If I could die It never goes away The chill of the winter air puts me at peace In the blink of an eye A pressure release and I return to me I still keep over thinking But this overwhelming storm is now at rest Enter the mind of the obsessed I just lie and wait Instead of running away You can't escape Process infinity