I Don't Understand

She's always going through my phone and trying to smell my clothes She always asking me for money like I'm selling hoes I'm super faithful but there's nothing I can tell this ho I. Can't. Stand. This. Bitch She's always telling me how much she fucking hates her friends They fight, they make up, they fight – and now they friends again She cries, she laughs, and then she cries – it's like it never ends I. Can't. Stand. This. Bitch She's anti-social, emotional, because she hates her father I try to treat the psychosis but that just makes it harder Sometimes she acts like my wife, sometimes she's like my daughter And every time I raise my voice she say she's pressing charges Taking all this punishment, I'm like a motherfucking martyr We've been together, steady forever since grade six Love notes, Lemon Heads and them Chick-O-Sticks It was puppy love, now all we got is dog shit I. Can't. Stand. This. Bitch [Interlude] So then I got a white girl And I never really dated outside of my race before But then I figured.. fuck it, why not? You know, my mama always said If she can't use my comb, don't bring her home But now that I'm living on my own I'm like.. fuck it Pretty blonde girl, from the Upper Westside Met her at a block party out in Bed-Stuy Could tell from her earrings and her red eyes That this white chick really liked the dread guys So I moved in It was an easy win And then I moved in Life was easy then I could come, I could go as I please A doorman with my own set of keys But she could never relate to me Every word that she said about my race seemed like hate to me Guilty white liberal bullshit, empty empathy Despite all the pimp in me, I had to leave eventually Yup. Even though the rent was free She was into self-hate, she wasn't really into me What she wanted was a white mandingo Big black dick with mindset of a Gringo "You can say the F word and ?? How is that ok?" "It kinda.. feels like a Brillo pad." "My best friend was black. I mean, he's still black.. we're not really friends anymore." "Hey! Do you know a 'Tyrone Jenkins'? He just requested me.. I don't know, he's black?"