The Man With No Audience

[Verse 1] I never look the part Plus I never fit in Always residing on the other side of winning A constant sinner with blurred vision The words paint a perfect picture for the worse within You think you're better now I think not You're cursed again When it's working under your skin But you're searching for Zen Yes I, personify the evil of men It's absurd the very notion that we're good in the end Because when a civilized society turns violent (?) Not the strongest survive, but the mentally vacant (?) Just the evil that men do The darkest it tends to Drag it back down to the same Hell that sent you It's a price for your spot, you're not a god your rent's due Whack rappers I'm allergic to like achoo Stick with you forever like a motherfucking tattoo See you got soldiers Well mine can attack too [Hook] It's not the man in the middle of the room With an audience alluding that the end is coming soon It's the one in the corner with the shadows all around him Tried to find God but it's the devil that found him [Verse 2] I used to leave suicide notes next to me when I sleep I'd rather people think I killed myself than went and OD'd And the reason that I tell you this is so you can see That I've been to the dark I know that it knows me Yet still i'm an insurgent with stern purpose We are children of the Matrix We're draped in murder There's no mercy in the heart of God Just a roofie for the whole world With both sides set to defy the odds That's the recipe for disaster One part energy Another part miseducation and passion Only enough for the need to ration Small portions for the populace They hold the rest for ransom Answers, don't seem to come so easily But when you're deceased and cease to be The truth succeeds seamlessly Manipulate, I (?) to make this beat The mindless war machines fighting for freedom And that there is the irony [Hook] [Interlude] And if you have Heaven It's a place where you're rewarded for your goodness And hell is a place where you're punished for your evil Then you sort of have control of the population [Verse 3] Other rappers out there are having a contest Who can sound the most ignorant This is not progress This is just a phase Let's get back to the old Want to see an OG? Turn around and G-O This is where the strings get severed severely Master of puppets controls everything, clearly They don't want to hear me So they steer clear of me Yeah, they see me coming and they run in fear of me You think you got it figured out I think you know nada I raise the dead like (?) You want to get me to stop I say make me You motherfuckers sound generic Marshmallow maties [Hook]