Joshua They're Laughing At You

[Intro] Hi beautiful I missed you while I was gone Sup homie? I wrote you this song [Verse 1] I'd be better off dead Cause both cheddar and bread Have alluded me Since I was a little shithead So instead of working The 9 to 5 job I'll settle for what I am A white trash slob So I guess I'm destined To sit in this cesspool 'Til somebody pass me A blade or a pistol I've had it up to here I'm most sincere I poke my own eyes In until they tear So people think that I feel But they're wrong cause I don't Soaked in my sweat Grab the mic and go for broke Cause I'm trying to forget Just a day in the life I love all my friends But they stab with the knife They go cut, cut, cut Stab, stab, stab I continue fightin' Then I grab, grab, grab On the mic to try to write in all my wrongs But my heart is exactly where it belongs [Hook] There's a reason there's a cut, there's a friend, there's a foe There's a lover, there's a girl, there's a woman, there's a hoe People never know, they act like they do Joshua, they're laughing at you There's a reason there's a cut, there's a friend, there's a foe There's a woman, there's a girl, there's a slut, there's a hoe People never know, they act like they do Joshua, they're laughing at you [Verse 2] I dissect every signal that my brain intercepts I wiggle 'round the black Find the light that I reflect But every time I get to a happy memory There's an asshole right There to fuck it up for me No high-school degree Nothing coming easily I died yesterday What you don't remember me? (huh?) Ah great, fuck 'em anyway Send another rapper to me Stuff 'em any day Book 'em and cuff 'em and Throw the mother fuckin' book away Had enough of 'em stuff 'em Inside of a box and drive away And pray you don't feel the wrath of my dismay Cause I slay any opponent with a fuckin' word to say I play way serious, I no longer play Sit in the same room let my rage run astray And just when you think my tank is on empty Somebody's right there, just waiting to tempt me [Hook] There's a reason there's a cut, there's a friend, there's a foe There's a lover, there's a girl, there's a woman, there's a hoe People never know, they act like they do Joshua, they're laughing at you There's a reason there's a cut, there's a friend, there's a foe There's a woman, there's a girl, there's a slut, there's a hoe People never know, they act like they do Joshua, they're laughing at you [Verse 3] Now as my blood thickens And it slows to a crawl And it flows through my heart Pop in the middle of it all I'm an asshole I'm a fuck up, a scumbag Instead of a baby, man, I should've been a cum rag Inside my head, nothing but confusion Don't ask me for answers I got no solutions (I don't know) I got potions, bruises, contusions Scrapes and cuts, the puss that I'm using American Idol fuck Clay and Ruben American homocidal, recitals what I'm doing Loosen the grip that these dickheads got While they hold under your hips And pound your brown spot [Hook] There's a reason there's a cut, there's a friend, there's a foe There's a lover, there's a girl, there's a woman, there's a hoe People never know, they act like they do Joshua, they're laughing at you There's a reason there's a cut, there's a friend, there's a foe There's a woman, there's a girl, there's a slut, there's a hoe People never know, they act like they do Joshua, they're laughing at you (so quit it)