What My Heart Held

I just want to feel something I just want to feel something new I feel like I'm stuck in this routine Every day is decided before I wake Every dream that I've dreamt I don't want to chase All the people I've met, I start forgetting their names The whole day just blurs into one picture And months later, there are collections of copies Everything looks the same Everything feels the same I feel like I'm stuck in this routine Every day is decided before I wake Every dream that I've dreamt I don't want to chase All the people I've met, I start forgetting their names And they forget mine and I give them no blame I'm so disconnected I don't feel the same That I did when we started When I knew what my heart held So what does my heart hold now? Is it something else or am I too blind to see I'm still the same? I know I still hold close the same things I always have But this world crashes down on me and I can only think about the weight Instead of those who were always there to help me hold it up You have always been there to help me hold up this earth Every time it weighs me down I need to break out of this routine Everyday is decided when I say Every dream that I've dreamt I am gonna chase All the people I've met in every different place I hold them all close and support their dreams I feel so connected, now I am the same That I was when we started When I knew what my heart held Everything looks the same Everything feels the same You've always been there to help me hold up this earth