Bathtub

Take my word for it I'm not worth it I ignored you all night You don't deserve it Morning, bathtub, my skin soft and hot I was sure you were right But you're not, you're not I contemplate my ruined fate Someone will hurt me so bad one day You'll resonate, apologize Maybe I'll make the same mistake twice I hide from phone calls under the warm water Malice desists, no it woefully recurs And it plays like daytime TV shows, I confuse you And I tell you not to love me But I still kiss you when I want to And I lament, you're innocent Somehow the object of my discontent It's fucked up, I let you in Even though I've seen what can happen You make a tape, I receive it in the mail And I force myself busy, the diversion will prevail And I will swallow all my guilt With little pills, and forge my chin up And I will only think about it in the morning In the bathtub