The Secret Life of Me

[Verse 1] When I fall asleep at night I wish my brain could sneak away Increase my pace and hop the gate And travel to another planet First I'd find my evil twin Then I will make best friends with it We'd both hate the same things And waste some hours talking shit We could write some songs Joel would be impressed We complete each other's lines Because our stupid brains connect But because that Our serotonin would crash At approximately the same time And we both would need a nap Goddamn [Chorus] Sunbathe Looking like a Sunday Wishing for a someday I could run away like that Now I think I need a life or maybe 9 'Cause I feel like I’m running out of time, yeah Someday maybe on a Sunday I can sit and sun bathe I could run away like that Now I think I need a life or maybe 9 'Cause I’m feeling like I’m running out of time [Verse 2] I've seen a place I'd like to stay Nirvana, but it's far away Yeah, it might take a couple planes And parachutes for my escape Jump face-first into the sun We’ve got the same sunglasses on My solar eyes grow polarized But the blinding light is so much fun Maybe paradise Is somewhere deep inside The halls or walls Where I've spent all my time Building my whole life Where I feel alright ‘Cause I never wanna leave the secret life of me The secret life of me [Chorus] Sunbathe Looking like a Sunday Wishing for a someday I could run away like that Now I think I need a life or maybe 9 'Cause I feel like I’m running out of time, yea Someday maybe on a Sunday I can sit and sun bathe I could run away like that Now I think I need a life or maybe 9 'Cause I’m feeling like I’m running out of time [Bridge] I feel like I’m running out of time Real life never feels like it’s mine So I’ll dissociate until I’m fine Until I’m fine I keep my eyes wide shut Live a secret life for fun Away from anyone and everyone [Chorus] And someday I will Sunbathe Looking like a Sunday Wishing for a someday I could run away like that Now I think I need a life or maybe 9 'Cause I feel like I’m running out of time, yea Someday maybe on a Sunday I can sit and sun bathe I could run away like that Now I think I need a life or maybe 9 'Cause I’m feeling like I’m running out of time