Just Kidding

[Chorus] I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily, lately I wish I was dead sometimes Ah-ha, I'm just kidding [Verse 1] I packaged up my pain today And wrapped the box in cellophane It's clear so I can see inside To watch the worst of me escape [Pre-Chorus] But I like your apartment I like how your hair smells It buries all my problems Until I forget the details That's all I can talk about without hurting your feelings So check out all the love I get, it’s fake And doesn't happen at all It doesn’t happen at all (at all) [Chorus] I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily, lately I wish I was dead sometimes Ah-ha, I'm just kidding [Verse 2] I buried all my pain today Shallow, not too far away (not far) If you looked then you could see inside (inside) And watch the worst of me escape [Bridge] Plan A, Plan B Remember I'm still hurting Mental, physical, and cyclical but what they hand me Plan C, plan D You can't kill what you can't see I'll take on every little thing you hand me [Pre-Chorus] But I like your apartment I like how your hair smells It buries all my problems Until I forget the details That's all I can talk about without hurting your feelings So check out all the love I get, it’s fake And doesn't happen at all It doesn't happen at all (at all) [Chorus] I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily, lately I wish I was dead sometimes Ah-ha, I'm just kidding (He's just joking, it's alright) Not far away [Outro] And Repeat