Lovely Nostalgia

[Intro] This one's for you And only you And I hope your listening Like really listening [Verse 1] My heart roams in the moments before we broke apart When our souls were one You didn't play the role of the Bonaparte Now I stroll by my lone, in this cold apartment 'Til the world departed Asking how I could be so retarded to believe your whole hearted My current disdain towards you Comes from what this pain is You stain, my outlook on love But feel your beat in stainless[?] That's shameless, now my brain and heart are both in cages My sweet act you put on easy like shoes lackin' laces I said that to say this, I hope you found it entertaining You played with my thoughts with action or words that you were saying I'm just saying, you portrayed yourself to be someone you aren't Which pains me, cause for you I would have traveled the farthest This feelings the hardest, but I still manage to harness The strength to overcome this and show it through being an artist I admit, though I should view you as an enemy I can't, cause you left me with great memories [Interlude] I find myself rewinding to when times were better Love the nostalgia so much, I can't get my mind together The harsh reality is most moments don't last forever Our moments' so shattered, that they'll never be put back together [Verse 2] Your father said he hated my guts And for some reason I swear that your mother wanted my nuts Your brother thought I was cool and with the words that I'm touched Then when I sprained my ankle blade, and y'all were there as my crutch All in all amongst you all, though emotions were mixed It was fine to deal with, just to know I exist I admit, well now your hurt, I'm too stubborn to admit to a hospital And that always caused for you to trip But those same stubborn mannerisms caused for us to meet women Who've dropped me on nails, and I've walked off with bleeding feet This wasn't a joke to me, with you always never an actor Had I not have been discovered, you wouldn't have been a factor You don't realize the place that you held, in my chest Your fragrance became my favorite of smells Lest we forget when we discussed getting tattoos That's still happening, only difference, it's sans-you [Interlude] [Verse 3] I said once a broken heart speaks viciousness Scream in the moment, it shattered to all listening But for some reason it's hushed because ya listening And ya family’s taking notice, so as y'all listening I want y'all to know I'm not at fault for the pain I'm not at fault for the grey skies, at fault coming rain I'm not at fault for trauma caused and X’d the current day I'm not at fault for the fall of us and heart bound strains, it's her But y'all don't see it, cuz it's normally the man It's normally he before her, it's he who should be damned So this comes off as taboo and it's hard for you to live with Cuz your princess of a daughter, has the morals of a villain But I won't complain, or wish for her a plague, cuz my mind rewind to days of her, leaving me amazed It remains, so although she and I weren't adding up, it still equals me falling in love with nostalgia [Interlude] [Outro] I find myself rewinding to when times were better Love the nostalgia so much, I can't get my mind together Everything ends, yes everything stops Even you, even I, even paper and clocks I love you