Next Of Kin

[Hook: VerseBorn] A close aquaintance can't Replace a good friend Burned so many bridges Now the river i must swim Up shits creek neck deep To my chin Now the true test begins Hold ya breath - for the next of kin [v1: VerseBorn] Slightly stupid with an Ego yellin "i can do it" Fecal matter on mics Me and hyphy been non-congruent Alone i stand in hand A can of lighterfluid Written in sand are names Of fam that im abusing As i flip the bottle to Its polar opposite Im watching the liquid Carcenogenic drip ontop of them A step back with a struck Match seeking oxygen Dwindle at the thought for A little then i drop it in The flame burts exhange hurt With a dummber wisdom Fuck number picking [chillin] Im just trying to numb the victims High hopes are funny feeling When none are willing To supply you night scopes For your tunnel vision Define who has been lied to Since a wide starry Eyed youth - your crucefix Ain't my truth [TURE] Most still deny all they ties to The guy that wouldn't Make it til pigs fly But the swine flew [Hook] [v2: VerseBorn] Think im derranged you can Blame the way my pops left Spittin image livin with Symptoms just as complex Top shelf sippin filling Liquor til my optic View turns convex while Spewing on a broads chest Rolling stone fell into Home in the sco Those i used to know now Greet the phone [with a dial tone] I swim alone in a sea unbalanced Im seeing seagulls passing Laughin at me more for My seeded challenge Living for the greed of My selfish talents Speeding past the demons With bleeding talons [on Jesse ally] Necromancing with Chivalrous dead romantics Is an antic i can't afford If im living in an attic No room to panic til My picture's painted fruitfully Im a louf in speech What's gods plan have to do with me The next 9 are under scrutiny But me? i can't hold my Breathe when my next of kin Is in a booster seat [Hook] [v3: VerseBorn] Everyone victim of backstabbing Wishes they can travel back when It happened to try and Change the dam pattern [Life sucks] Twice shattered by co-author Slash actor but no longer A factor when moving To the next chapter [Life's tough] Im tryna redefine the Flaws in my character Inheireted before a Paul bearer buries you The world beneath me can eat me But despite my taste If my lifes a waste I'll still be around like a hula hoop To apologetic for the fate Of my friends for thier Sake they outgrew me Like the snake does its skin Seperated pre-determined Destinations where investments Hasten the length of Investigations [impressive ain't it?] Different regime I swear I'm doin better now Focused on the presidents And lesser about stressing out Steaming out the wrinkles From these evil clouds To give my next of kin something They can more than dream about [Hook x2]