Parasite

[Intro: Sugene] [Verse 1: Sugene] I'm second guessing reminiscing every second Cause it led my ass to question my existence in the present I been on expeditions to diminish my regrets and Get my essence to replenish so my thinking is intrepid Like I dreamt it, would be someday if I have kids Gotta stop reflecting what would show them who their dads been We got habits we develop, shouldn't have to even tell ya That they pop up less as time progresses, yet it either heals ya Or corrupts your mind, so much you find, your friends won't even help ya You stress about your social life, that pressure leads to failure You let your heart bleed on the mic, you're gettin' hemophilia The depression becomes full of spite, you let that evil build up Your emotional compulsions control you until you crash You gotta suck it up and just hold all your feelings back Born in '94, you're old enough you're a man No one's scolding you but the man who can throw you inside the can, goddamn [Hook: Sugene] And life used to be paradise But paranoia is a parasite Optimism isn't much of an option Fair to say that I am scared of life But I gotta be my own critic now No more excuses, no more excuses Time only stops for God And I got to find Him through music [Verse 2: Sugene] I'm second guessing expecting rewards From everybody in my life, because I keep spitting these bars I actively practice my passion and they know And She knows, but its like She pretends to ignore I attempt to explore the mental distraught in my thoughts When all the euphorias lost, and I'm just avoiding to talk I sit bored in my dorm, just counting the days until break I interact with hidden chances, but find ways to escape Love's not paving ways to happiness unless its unconditional There really is no need for all the stress I'm just too cynical Its pitiful, but I won't beg for sympathy Yeah, I tend to shy away but I won't let that limit me If I have to die today, I'm glad I left my mark With this art, they'll examine every canvas then they'll finally understand I went so hard with what I did, but I gotta keep my faith And acknowledge only God can lead the way, but man.. [Hook: Sugene] [Verse 3: Robby Fame] Its so insane how these people give us false hope Telling us that it’ll be okay when it all won’t When I was young they said my dreams would never fall through Now they saying different and claim it wasn’t a smart move At that moment I felt my life was the biggest lie Tears running my down face, the pain made me sick inside Victimized by the words of a promised man Such a scam, that will never take you to the Promised Land Ignorance is paradise, life became a parasite Gamble with a pair of dice, you could lose a pair of eyes Yeah, so play it smart or get left dead Cause in the end you’re by yourself, now accept that I been searching for that girl that’ll make it better But I feel that it’s futile and’ll take forever So I turn to that one dream that gave me hope And pursue it till the day I die, say I won’t.. [Hook: Sugene] [Outro: Sugene] Life used to be paradise But paranoia is a parasite Ooh Sarah, my only love My only love..