Catch Myself Catching Myself

This time I am falling further away Nothing has changed Nothing has changed like I said it would Faster towards the ground That's where they wait, where they wait for me and enter my veins I feel them crawling through my skin Collecting my nerves that they feed to their children I swear it has to stop, cause there is nothing left to give Nothing left to give I'll be the victor! I will destroy them! [Hook] I wanna watch them burn it down So I can breathe again Inhale cause after tonight, I won't be the same Exhale and find my feet on the ground I'm not the same anymore I'm not the same anymore As I sink down into the floor And the walls are caving in And I don't believe in them anymore Now I try to balance my walk I am coming down alone And I have to get them out of my head [Hook x2] One breath at a time, I'll be just fine Cause I'll be right on the inside I steady my hands, inside of my shell And wait till their backs are turned Oh, inside of my head Where they thought they would win But I got them right where I want them Pushed to either side I'm burning them alive I hear them, begging and pleading