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[Verse 1: Madrox] They tend to misunderstand The paper man with scissor hands Who watches the hourglass for grains of sand To fall and fall again, as he pretends That everything he lays his hands on doesn’t turn to shreds But why oh why does he persist to hide When they insist he try to come outside From the shell he lives inside Now he's been hypnotized And despite the lies, he sits and waits to die Cause he can’t find the words to explain the rain All his emotions are transformed and now become pain He’s alive in a black hole, empty in space And he sits in front of the mirror and he’s face to face With the sadness, confusion His patience, he’s losing He’s substance abusing He’s one with the music And he needs a little something to dial it all back Cause he’s running in a race but he’s not on track [Hook] Love don’t live here anymore It’s been cold since you went away Now I’ve been trying to get myself together Is there something I could say that’ll make you stay Love don’t live here anymore It’s been cold since you went away I’ve been trying to get my head together But things just don’t seem to go my way [Verse 2: Monoxide] All is see when I’m looking at you is me And everyday gets a little bit harder Like a piece of my life's puzzle Has been slipped under the carpet And until this day, I’m feeling like I’m never gonna find it I smoke a cigarette and hope for the best But sometimes, that cigarette is just smoke in the chest And I lay in bed but it's nothing to do with getting rest Instead I use it as an escape from all the mess Nothing seems to matter I’m only getting sadder and sadder Cause I’m not even sure what I’m after I know my life’s a disaster and I better straighten it out And stand tall or fall victim of getting caught in A spiraling downfall of emotion that I call Devotion and destruction of everything and it’s my fault I’m hoping to try more, let’s open up my door And let em know that I’m bringing me back like an encore [Hook] [Verse 3: Monoxide] I’m an example of a bad example And as ample as it may seem, a sample Of this poisonous apple'll maybe rattle a daydream But I’m giving you reality checks And if you get it then it’s properly spent If you can’t handle it yet, gimme a sec I'll make ya proud of me instead of surrounding me Totally hounding me, expecting me to be like all the rest And I gotta be honest, I’m not sure Who the fuck I am on a constant basis So many faceless faces that are faced with "Who the fuck am I?" What a shame, and it's Not so much the lies, I'm just lost in my mind Trying to find what it is that makes me feel right inside And I’m submerged by the urge to make it my day and night I’m in the struggle looking to fight for the right To be more than just alright... And I’m looking for more light So I can see what they got in store for my life [Hook]