I Can't

Shit...never thought it'd be me put in this situation. Never know what's gon' happen in life though [Verse 1] How can I not believe What I done seen With my own eyes No matter how hard you try The lies you telling me is bold I consider you cold Lady, I took you to be my mate But you have no soul Or should I say, I have no soul Spirit's been compromised I should feel better than Kanye, they say At least it wasn't televised But it still don't correct all the pain I faced Literally face to face And you telling me, "Nah, it wasn't like that, bae." "Listen for our family's sake." [Hook] How can I not believe, oh no (How can I not believe? I mean, what you want me to do?) Something I done seen, oh no (When I done seen this with my own eyes? Tell me something different, say something else.) You want me to believe, oh no (How? How can I believe?) All the lies you telling me, oh no (It's nothing but lies.) (In a sense I wanna believe) But I can't though [Verse 2] I can't, I can't And I refuse to allow myself to Don't know how I allowed myself to even take steps with you That would lead to something so serious With a woman so vicious Shoulda figured it was all a dream with those purple kisses Ooh, and those purple kisses Are left with my memories Along with you planting them same kisses on another nigga Now, it would have been different if I heard the story from someone else Just cause of what I thought I had I'd have got defensive and kinda felt Offended, wouldn't have ever mentioned The lines to you That I heard from one of my friends Now I'm surprised it's true Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh I gave everything you wanted It count for something, don't it? I let my wall completely down And now I'm haunted With these images of you intimate Not no friendly shit He was grabbing your hair while screaming, "Bitch!" You was smiling like you liked it And it's all on video, now how you gon' deny it? [Hook] It's kinda like what you would expect to see in a love tale. And you take in the possibility of it happening to you, and you take heed to it, but you don't necessarily think you could ever be the one wearing the shoes, or the one who was done wrong, or the one who gets hurt, you know? Especially as a man. You know, they say things of this nature is what's been going on with women for an eternity. And we as men thugging, or whatever the case may be, won't look at her like that. We figure it's nothing wrong when we fuck over our women, you know. But when it's vice-versa, it's like our world crumbles down