Rain

Every time I'm left alone My misery begins to drown me Tied by a rope of anxiety Thrown overboard As I'm pulled under the tides Of this fast-paced world I refuse to see Time will always be the Thing that kills me truly Open these eyes, waking From a dream feigning My lungs fill up with letdown Disappointment in self and everyone Expectation died in failure Abandonment, my un-savior As I'm pulled under the tides Of this fast-paced world I refuse to see Time will always be the Thing that kills me truly Open these eyes, waking From a dream feigning Absolution at the sight of your demise I know what I must do Choke Die choking on your every word Swallow every blasphemy Absolution at the sight of your demise I know what I must do Swallow every blasphemy Eat out your heart and make it bleed Tie the noose around my neck Make this life end