Endless Night

Is it a sin To miss the hell That you survived With best of friends At worst of times I never got the answer They never told me If you're not careful What doesn't kill you Can control you Now it defines me And it reminds me That it will never let me go If we share the pain Then maybe we won't have to bury memories away I try to change But the dawn escapes again I fight another endless night When it gets dark I cannot breathe It's only the sound Of grinding teeth Afraid of the silence And it's lurking violence Your empty words The feigned concern We go through the motions I'll never return 'Cause it still defines me And it reminds me That it will never let me go If we share the pain Then maybe we won't have to bury memories away I try to change But the dawn escapes again I fight another endless night I try to change But the dawn escapes again I fight another endless night I try to change But the dawn escapes again I fight another endless night Is it a sin To miss the hell That you survived With best of friends At worst of times I fight another endless night I try to change But the dawn escapes again I fight another endless night When it gets dark I cannot breathe It's only the sound Of grinding teeth Afraid of the silence I fight another endless night