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[Verse 1] Man I'm scared to even write this How am I gonna perform this? I hope everyone adores this When I burst through the door and Share every feeling that I ever felt before you Spotlight in my cornea Now it's melting my brain, wanna hide in the corner But I just can't afford it If I don't leave my signature, someone will forge it And I just can't force it, I've had my hand held too much For the past four years, had my social life sitting in my handheld too much And they call that avoiding the conflict, I thought I was comfortable Cause if you don't talk to people you don't have to find out they don't fuck with you Tryna keep my self esteem up, but the truth In this world, you won't survive in this world Cause you can't shine like them diamonds and pearls Mama wonder why I have trouble finding a girl Cause the female language is kinda like some riddle shit And this Twitter shit starts to get intimate I admit, hit this chick up for a little bit Slid into the DMs, like "baby I'm the BM" So maybe could you give me your heart Or at least just hit that like button You could be my shining star Cause the favorite tell me that you like something Hear voices and new faces, starts to get scary then Like I'm so used to being alone, I never had imaginary friends A deer caught in the headlights Tryna get the head right, so I'm here every night All my homies looking fresh And they slick with the shits What I gotta do to get like, get like You? I wanna get like you This skin I'm stained in tryna change it Behind that, it's hollow and vacant Strangled in chains til I fade into vapor Cause it's water were made of And I'm drowning every day And I'm thinking the easiest way is just getting away Instead of face it, like I always say it, but it's nothing true I been saying this over and over, still ain't nothing new Can't judge a man by his words but his actions God-damn, I have not the former, neither the latter So what do I have now? This presentation And all of this personal shit that I've been facing Just face it Been telling myself to just face it And I always wanna tell her One day it'll get better Cause I been through what you been through You just gotta keep your head up But I don't really know her like that So when I get the urge, I fight that Why am I always like that? Insecurities kill me, I gotta fight back But I'm just too God-damn afraid Why am I always so afraid?