Strugglin

[Hook: Shyna] Struggling, to live my life Working hard, trying to get it right Though it seems, it will never change Help me God, make it through this rain Struggling, to live my life Working hard, trying to get it right Though it seems, it will never change Help me God, I can't take this pain [Trae] I ain't got no friends, but I got foes I needed a gallon, only got hoes See me and my niggas, shed tears for too long Lost everything, and prayed to get gone On the cool, it wasn't all about balling Have you ever been left out, in the rain Everyday all day, left stuck in the game Not able to make a choice, and gotta feel the pain Fell that can you relate, to the life I live Nothing but thugs on blocks, one life to give And I don't wanna reminisce, thinking of my life Will get me pissed, and I'm knowing this I got a big brother, living in the Penitentiary Never will I see him again, in this century And that's fucked up, cause I ain't get to see him that much I be ready to quit, but then I love too much On top of that, lost my nigga Screw-U They all I got, and that's all I had And I got a damn thang, that motivate Trae Then they wanna know why, I be mad all day Or I be sad all day, and sitting in my zone And I ain't got no love, you better leave me alone I'm known to get cold, deep inside my soul Thinking of hard time bitch, fuck hoes and hoes And piece and chain, and anything else that shine A lot of that shit, don't really mean a damn thang I don't do no drugs, I face everything head on If you ain't ever felt how I feel, get the hell on The other hand, I deserve to be heard And everything I live, I can relate with skills And these niggas wanna knock, cause I ain't on the radio And everything I spit on the mic, be real [Hook] [Dougie D] Take a look, at the thoughts inside my mind The pain I feel, it burns so deep inside It's a struggle everyday, to live my life Mean a young a black male, at home or die Just swallow my pride, and I'll take it Keep on pumping, soon and I'll make it Face to face, through all of this case shit Slowly y'all, I've been losing my patience Everyday that I live, is like I'm dying But the main light, right look clock he trying Looking through the hour glass, it's standard time Love to stay strong, but the weak they gon survive Don't need to beg, I just ask him All the pain hurts less, it just pass me Mo' and mo', I try to be happy Haters, don't want to let that happen Through the rain and the pain, I gotta deal with it Keep my head tight, just to stay real with it Hustle and grind, just to break bread in it Pray to God, I don't get found dead in it My time is my time, your time is your turn All the bullshit I done faced, up in my life I done faced it On, and no need for your words Everyday that I move, I struggle and strive Long as a nigga, strive the struggle and die On my grind, for a time to feed my child On a mission for feddy, to watch and multiply This time around, a change gon come All the while, you was thinking that it wouldn't My sunny days, done turned to rain But nevertheless, I'm still gon keep on pumping [Hook] [Trae] Over the years, I'm running out of family But it ain't nothing, but the man in me I know I gotta be strong, and I can't let it handle me I gotta ride, for my family Hey Brenda, I'mma get that plack for you baby And if not, I'mma die trying And I put that on my life, I really wanna see Claire But I don't, cause I can't stop crying Lord, can you tell me what I did wrong Why, everybody telling me to be strong I don't wanna have to keep, doing these songs Everybody need to leave me, the fuck alone I'm sick, and I just can't take it Running from the pain, I feel I can't shake it I don't even wanna know, if I'mma make it Nothing but hard times and hard rhymes, I gotta break it Call me crazy, call me gone Really, they don't wanna get off in my zone Cause if I take the time, I put it in my life A lot of niggas out here, be crying to go home I'm still at the bottom, might make it to the top And I know I can't stop, for my brother on lock And my gal and my child, and everybody else I love To death, before I'm signing out I can't take it to heaven, but I continue right here Everything I will, if your tape don't sell Everybody and they mama, wanna see a nigga fail Only time gon tell, of Trae gon prevail And deep down, my life messing my head up I'm fed up, and so ready to let up I'm knocked down, and I don't wanna be getting up Heavenly Father, help me 'fore I'm giving up [Hook] (Shyna) I can't take this pain, I can't take this pain I can't take this pain, I can't take this pain No more pain, no more pain No more pain, no more pain No more pain, no more pain No more pain, no more pain (*singing*)