Father's Field

I remember that day cause I was excited No school, I'd been raking my father's field Wearing this stupid little dress Rocking out, raking it up, sort of sweating, feeling good I was laying on the grass making big angels I was feeling kinda itchy in the grass Laying in the sun, kinda liking the way it felt Guess I must have fallen asleep I still don't know what woke me up All I can remember seeing were these huge eyes Staring over me, right on top of me This older boy, out of my league Cause I was no cheerleader, I was no lipstick queen I could feel his eyelashes on my face and they were tickling me Maybe that's what woke me up, I was shocked That sun was so hot and he was so warm And I didn't know what it was but it felt kinda good Just the way his fingers ran through my hair, just raking it up I'd never had anyone touch me like that before except for my mother I knew there was something wrong but I don't know I kinda liked it It was sort of like, wow, like amazing And he just kept whispering, "You're so beautiful God, you're beautiful", just this sweet voice tickling me Then I got kinda nervous and I got really embarrassed I felt myself getting really hot, sort of blushing, [Incomprehensible] I tried to get up but he started to laugh And he was sort of pulling me down, pinning me in to the ground He's not playing a game, I hear this screaming and it's me And I started to hear my clothes rip And I got scared, really scared and in a way I hoped to God no one would find us cause I was so embarrassed I became silent, this is really wrong It's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's all my fault His hand over my mouth, that's why I'm not screaming I didn't say anything, I didn't feel anything, I just drifted away I just floated, just that sharp pain And then he's through with me I didn't tell anyone Didn't tell anyone