Just For Now

My heart beats loud enough to deafen me And you keep coming to me in my dreams And lights flash, I beg that you'll appear In flesh and tell me everything I want to hear And then again If the pain is endless How can I live, how can I live When the weight is relentless To be with you now Feels like the only way out Maybe you can make it better I don't need forever Just find me somehow And if you're unsure 'Cause we've been here before I don't want more than for You to talk me down And love me just for now Love me just for now My mind plays with you like you're its favorite game And I shake addicted to the drug I crave And I'm trapped carrying this burden on my back But I won't let you fall even if my body cracks Even if my body cracks I don't need my body If the pain is endless How can I live, how can I live When the weight is relentless To be with you now Feels like the only way out Maybe you can make it better I don't need forever Just find me somehow And if you're unsure 'Cause we've been here before I don't want more than for You to talk me down And love me just for now Love me just for now I can't erase what we had So please understand It's not how I want this to be Yet I'm chained to the past And I'm sinking fast Not how I wanted you to see me If the pain is endless How can I live, how can I live When the weight is relentless To be with you now Feels like the only way out Maybe you can make it better I don't need forever Just find me somehow And if you're unsure 'Cause we've been here before I don't want more than for You to talk me down And love me just for now Love me just for now