Cosmic

[Verse 1] Sometimes I start to feel that I don’t want to be here I get tired of having to look inside your face and see deceitful sneers Of feeling like you could hear me but just won’t clean your ears And just below the surface disappointment I’m feeling for years See truthfully this stupid cycle is exhausting... disheartening To see how few of you will choose the smart thing Instead it seems that all you people want is conflict To contradict, with utter nonsense until those bombs hits Collectively the human story is a tragedy Written with the blood that they spill in all their calamities Shamelessly ignorant, aggressive and belligerent Dig a mass grave for these monkeys and they’ll jump into it And I don’t really feel all that connected no more With any group or any cause I’m just not on board I just want to say goodbye leave all of this bullshit behind Find another planet even if I have to die trying [Chorus] Lately I’ve been feeling kind of cosmic The smell of this prison has got me nauseous I’m surrounded by these zombies; I’m a target I’m begging just to get away and blast off in a starship Okay, you win cause now I'm giving in No I won't stop you go and chase all that oblivion Keep your politics and crappy ideology This ain’t even what I call life... it’s a mockery [Verse 2] I would rather leave and wander the cosmos Then have to spend my living years walking on compost Just waiting for the day they build a warp drive So I could sneak inside and hide just long enough to take myself a long ride Cause all around me I see arguments and gun smoke Blood in the water from slaughter that made the bodies float One side or another that claim superiority While segments of the population ruling the majority It’s hard to see beyond the veil of politics and bullshit Religious indoctrination so fuck it man I forfeit You can keep this filthy dung heap Where lots of young speak stupidity And science has to struggle for validity I’d be a liar if I said there’s not a part of me That likes to entertain the evil meaner darker me That longs to kill them all in a flash of extreme violence If it would mean I could exist inside serene silence [Chorus x 1]