Hardknock

[Verse One] Come to find out yo this kid is fresh And he’s got a killer sesh When he be rapping about his distant dad Yo its’s sickening thinking about his parents And his hearts a tearing, but he’s forced to wear it, even though it hurt’em He dessert him when he left him, crying, only two Sorta got to thinking all the shit he shouldn’t even been through If only they just weren’t kids trying to get it in Practicing a sin, I wish I was pretending Thanking god for me, always I shall be Better than you ever was, cause I started giving two fucks And I’m taking talents making something of it Flows are going in the books cause I’m spitting more than rubbish And now you rub it, cause I hit soft spot And I’m waiting for the beat to drop Like a time bomb tocks Piercing harder than a bullet from a Glock And I’ll never stop racing all these other poets to the top, but [Hook] One day I'm tryna have a wife and kids So I just can't live my life like this And I ain't tryna learn what lifeless is So I just can't live my life like this I want the golden chains and diamond rings But I just can't live my life like this And sometimes I just wanna light this spliff But I just can't live my life like this [Verse Two] I wish I meant it when I said it But I’m independent Never need a woman for more than cumming to kick it And I figured that your different So I didn’t glove it when I fucked it Thinking we was on the same page, but now a babies made Making same mistakes that my father made Back in ’88 plus four years Career just ending here Nothing left but some lady full of tears And I apologized as her mother cries Put my pride aside Filling weeping hearts with some dirty lies Cause my life just flashed before my eyes Couldn’t care even if I tried Funny shit it is I just woke up In my sweaty t-shirt cause it soaked up Having nightmares that I fucked up But I am smarter than that So here I put it in a rap Trying to teach a lesson on showing affection Not to mention all the dudes that be sexing Without the fathers blessing Never hit it unless you plan to pop the question, cause