Kill Myself

[Verse 1] I'm going to clean the house I'm going to fix the fence In my final hours I'm going to tie up these loose ends I won’t leave a note For anyone to find Tomorrow they'll know What I've done here tonight [Chorus] The drastic steps I'm taking Are just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me So what the hell I fought and lied I drank too much Hurt everyone I ever touched Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell This is not some kind of cry for help Just good bye I wish you well Because I love you I'm going to kill myself [Verse 2] Now who is that In my easy chair Now wait a minute That's the old me sitting there And I thank God The devil in me died I stand before you now A man changed and alive [Chorus] The drastic steps I'm taking Are just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me So what the hell I fought and lied I drank too much Hurt everyone I ever touched Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell This is not some kind of cry for help Just good bye I wish you well Because I love you I have to kill myself [Outro] Going to clean the house Going to fix that fence In my final hours I'm going to tie up these loose ends