One Way Track

One way train one way track One time that well never look back Its a leap of faith as we fade away And we'll never look back on our runaway track Sleep little boy the nightmares will go away Its only fucked cause his nightmares reality Every night tastes the salt of his own tear Pillows are puddles understand this boys fear Paper thin walls, hears his moms call screamin for help And he knows that he ain't no help, but fuck it Cuz he's in himself what a man should be An at 10 he seeing shit that no man should see So he mans up busts in the door Sees his step father choking her out, falls to the floor Risks every inch of his life, gives every inch of his fight But he ain't have a chance this a man n a child Denial, fair description, of his mothers depiction Prescription drugs in vein, numbed her out Novocain No vacays same track everyday So he turns his music up, his escape from the pain Runaway (Hook) X2 Catch a runaway train, never look back This our one way out a one room shack On a shady day, We gon' fade away And we'll never look back, On our runaway track One way train, One way track One time that we'll never look back It's a leap of faith as we fade away And we'll never look back, on our runaway track Verse 2 Miss local celebrity in every bar they know her name Friends from back in the day grown she call em fake They was just growing up they ain't mean to grow apart See her playing her life, and she dont know her part What makes it worse is she thinks she got this figured out So every night different man and he diggin out Guess she lookin for love won't find it on the ceiling While they catchin they nut, baby just fishin for feelings Hooked on a vision, so she petition what isn't Fittin in her fantasy prism, materialism The keyhole to her shallow ass heart Thought she found love when she watched it parallel park Dude hopped out mean swag, x type mean jag Took a few words, just to have her with the seat back She figures ima give it to him so he never leaves The moment won't, boo he left her with the HIV Hook Verse 3 This story starts in a puddle of blood A boy from glass house who always hurt who he loved Loved to cast stones when they came back he couldn't budge Ceilings crash down, call that truth from above Give him a hug he assume you got a cruel intention So he moves around with goons packing tools and henchmen Who ain't really give a fuck about him, He ain't give a fuck for them Let the story begin Started off grimy youngin no kicks or a cut Took the A train uptown to cop a fast buck Schooled by the ol heads want some juice in his cup Made him feel insecure, said u been proved what? Hands jammed in his pants, what u mean im down to show n prove Hit the stoop round the corner wet em up n move Took advantage of a young mind News next night child found dead, headline