How It Is

[Verse 1] I should be the one that you choose But I'm in a different mood I'm rolling around breaking rules Snakes in my head like Medusa Dammit I thought that I knew ya But you were just showing me crew love So I hesitate with the new love Cause I'm just afraid I could lose it all [Hook] I could do a million good things, you only see me when I fall, damn But that's just how it is, that's just how we live They might shut me down, might give me a kiss And you know it feels some type of way Cause you know that my heart gon' break It feels some type of cool When you're out here on your own But that's just how it is, that's just how we live [Verse 2] Sometimes I think everyone judging me Sometimes I think everyone loving me Sometimes I think everything bugging me Sometimes I think nobody fuck with me Is you fuckin' with me just to fuck with me? Why you hit me all of the suddenly? Asking me shit like what's up with me So you can say you keep in touch with me Damn, if that's how it is I don't want no friends, I just want a Benz Haters in my crosswalk just to be offence Blowing lames off, now they blowing in the wind This reminds me of way back then Said I'd never make it way back then They was hella jaded way back then Hella jaded way back then, fall [Hook]