Electric 18

[Verse 1] I have dreams of plucking an R’n’B chick Making hit after hit, in the studio that is But these dreams don’t make me rich So I’m scheming on my own, 18, time to get grown I’m on ‘Nough of lies cause I’ve had enough of playing ‘nough of the games I’m trying to hear what they saying ‘nough of the time I’m feeling demotivated They soaking me full of hatred and hoping that I don’t make it But damn it I open spaces like never before See the, the way I spit it? Give it ready ‘n raw And if I, I’m ever trippin’ hope I do kill the source of all this pain that’s got my brain in this damn game Feeling stuck and ashamed that I can’t get myself together And with every change I feel under the weather Man I’m sick of this mayne, how ridiculous can this be? I’ll stop complaining I guess you get what I’m saying, so I’m screaming [Chorus] What does it matter to me? It doesn’t matter ‘Cause you know it’s the same old, it doesn’t change yo, no way What does it matter to me? (nothing) What does it matter? ‘Cause it’s the same old, it doesn’t change yo, no way [Verse 2] Thing is If I don’t spit it like it is and die with no kids it’ll be like I never lived So I give it like this: You see the main goal’s to live forever How can I ever be impressed with the finest leathers and sweaters? I’d rather better myself, impressed with nothing else I’m selfish to the world of money and girls and everything else That’s small thinking; all they do is more drinking I’m into less blinking and stress thinking behind a desk Even though I’m writing less I’m steady try’na fight this mess Hiding behind this mic is getting me nowhere How can I put this in words? “Live” is no regular verb, spit an irregular verse Of the daily troubles of a nigga living in the ‘burbs And though I crash ‘n burn everyday I learn taking turns just to make it work Feeling so close to berserk, what did I do to deserve this? Life ain’t perfect Feeling er, it’s inert and worthless so [Chorus] What does it matter to me? It doesn’t matter ‘Cause you know it’s the same old, it doesn’t change yo, no way What does it matter to me? (nothing) What does it matter? ‘Cause it’s the same old, it doesn’t change yo, no way