1000 Julys

[VERSE 1] Planning my attack just before you come back around Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't know how to back down I never fit in, I don't belong But you know it doesn't matter when we're feeling strong Cause I'm a vampire y'all And we toast the blood of our enemies You're still scaring me no, you're scaring me no And we don't fit in [VERSE 2] Wonder what it's like when you're living with someone like me I'm a freak and I'm nervous when it's easy Feral days, and I'm sex crazed I put it in with my animal ways That's the sign I was born to be living in I ran around and gave the finger to the Ritalin You can calm me down, I can't say why You say goodbye, you burn my eyes, you burn my eyes [HOOK] A thousand Julys I hope you'll find I'd give you the words, but no words come to mind But you turn me so cold, so I tell you lies When you let me in, it's like a thousand Julys [VERSE 3] When you left for good, I felt the drop like a boom Wintertime all alone in your bedroom I don't blame you, and I know I'm not your friend How we living, young American I guess I've always known I'd be on my own, I'd be on my own And I don't know why, I don't know why, I don't know why [HOOK + REPEAT] A thousand Julys I know you'll find I'd say the words, but no words come to mind But you let me in And I don't know why When you cum, it's like a thousand Julys A thousand Julys That's what you are I'd tell you to come back now, but we've gone to far And we've burned it out now I don't even try But I feel you gone I've lost a thousand Julys