Plan B

Verse 1 Lately I’ve been thinking about us Momma told me find love, well I found lust I have a question if I may, baby what would you say If the rubber broke before I bust And that .01 that was loaded in my gun Took form as our son Could I handle a little me? If there wasn’t Plan B, what would my plans be? Would I abort you? could I support you? Would I stay with your mom or would you grow up in a court room? I wouldn’t let a judge be the judge of us But if I had you, I couldn’t say in God we trust Because my trust was broken Behind closed doors a part of me was left open Like Trojan was playing bad D I wonder how my pops felt when he had me Was he scared, was he nervous? Or was he overjoyed ‘cause he had me on purpose? He was 36, I’m 18 Wondering if safe sex is still a safe thing Chorus I’ve been thinking ‘bout, I’ve been thinking ‘bout I’ve been thinking ‘bout you lately I’ve been thinking ‘bout, I’ve been thinking ‘bout I’ve been thinking ‘bout you lately You’re on my mind right now You’re on my mind right now in a bad way You’re on my mind right now Verse 2 When you're caught in the moment it's like why wait? Until you hear them two words: I'm late And now you're just stuck here freaking out Like you don't even know this girl and she's gon' have your child I've had my whole life change with one text I'm 18, all we ever do is drunk sex Got a nigga wishing he was celibate I’m Staring at this girl and she's telling me she's keeping it And I ain't tryna force no abortion But really though, would you want a shitty life for your son 7 pounds, 6 ounces can weigh a ton And I ain't tryna place that burden on anyone Especially two kids who can't feed themselves I swore I'd raise my child without needing help We killed it, and I ain't one for taking life So this verse is for the child that I lost that night