Beautiful Pain

[Intro: The Don] I can feel the heat rising, everything is on fire Today is a painful reminder of why It can only get brighter The further you put it behind ya But right now I'm on the inside Lookin' out, cause I'm [Pre-Verse I: The Don] Trynna seek but I'll never find You again, your smile... Just never mind I lost myself, I'm alone With these clever rhymes Hoping that I can escape the trap that's set this time Read between the lines The trap that's set is me And hopefully with time This rhyme will set me free But till then I write my rhymes so fervently Hopefully, to snap back to reality [Verse I: The Don] Don't you know that the greatest I cannot be? Book of rhymes open Pen's flowing endlessly My heart's slowing Mind's going certainly Why did I succumb to these urges inside of me? Truthfully I don't want to resist no more With time I'll see if I will endure Or give it all up, when I'll have enough Seeing as my heart inside, ain't so tough Living life on the edge almost everyday One push, one look That's all it takes Then all my past mistakes With be erased Once I cut them out of me Like surgery... I need to pace I throw around the idea to end it all Pros' and cons' lists Yeah I know, I've done it all Writing down poems To find the light in me But all I find is darkness inside of me! [Pre-Verse II: The Don] I've sunken down to a darker place Thinking bout my past that I can't efface As I pace, my thoughts race while I'm in this place Am I the victim? Or the problem that I need to chase? Your heart aches and you think you're trapped forever There's no escape but you know you're not lost forever I'm not hoping that these problems you can relate I'm just showing you the foundation which my songs are based [Verse II: The Don] You reside once again along the fears within You've trapped yourself inside you lack your pride and you begin To taunt yourself daily You like yourself barely You rarely eat food You've become paper thin All of this is going on behind the smile You cry behind the mask You have of a clown Even though it's happiness that you bring to others You lack that most inside, you don't think that you can recover All you see is my feats, my applaud from my songs All I see is my fights, my flaws from wrongs And even though all of that lives inside of me I made it out alive and so can you honestly! So take a deep breath accept the fact you're alive You'll always be here, and you will survive I make a smile for you and me As I am amazed Light a match up, set your past up in flames [Bridge: The Don] As time passes Things change every day But wounds, wounds heal, but scars still remain the same But tomorrow today's going down in flames Throw the match, set the past ablaze [Verse III: The Don] So feel the fire beneath your feet as you barely even perspire From the heat Exhale deep and breathe a sigh of relief And as you say goodbye to the grief It's like watching the walls melt in your prison cell But you've extinguished this living hell Still a little piece of you dies as you scream [Hook: Sia] I'm standin' in the flames It’s a beautiful kind of pain Settin' fire to yesterday Find the light, find the light, find the light [Bridge: Sia] I feel the burn, watch the smoke as I turn Rising, a phoenix from the flames I have learned, from fighting fights, that weren't mine Not with fists, but with wings that I will fly [Hook: Sia] I'm standin' in the flames It’s a beautiful kind of pain Settin' fire to yesterday Find the light, find the light, find the light