What's Changed

The holes in the walls they remind me that you've gotta go And of the times we used to patch them When all I can do is lie there and stare You put yourself straight into action What's changed? What the fuck has changed? I'm still the dumb kid in school, you're still the dumb kid you finished Now when I looked at you I can feel myself visibly diminish And as these weekends become our lives All I want is to stand with you side-by-side without our fingers crossed Because we've got futures built on friendships And I've been trying not to end it Stay together through love built on loss And I write to you from my coffin above a lounge room The maps on the walls and the smoke-stained ceilings And I sit and take a hit of fucking nothing Figure out how I can not leave the house today Because living in the city fucking scares me And the neighbours are close and I can't sleep And we sit on the cobblestones, get numbed by the pavement The shit we eat and what we watch on the TV And he left me with one last cigarette, a single match to light it with And I took the match to the concrete and I lit a fire under my feet So we finally look our morals in the eye and ignore the advertising they tattooed across the sky Tell each other we're alright and we'll tell our mothers that we're doing fine What the fuck has changed?