Throw Me In the River

You're an angel I'm a mess Darling I've got nothing left The skin I wore when we first met surely has by now been shed And I'll paper over what I lack I'll fill in the pores and cracks I hope whatever you were running from didn't catch you when you thought that you were gone And I crossed another border further from home for the third time this week I wish I had the intelligence or identification to buy a phone I'd give anything to hear you speak Say something sweet Say something nice to me [Chorus] Then throw me in the fucking river I'll feed something if I drown Throw me in the fucking river I am already in the process of getting chewed up and spat out Like when we held hands in the front seat of the car When we fucked in new year's park Thought that I would feel whole, thought that I would feel free Least you thought I had a soul Least you fucking noticed me This morning I'll walk north on Main Street Towards the temples, feel the sun's heat And I'll know whatever happens my conscience will be clear Even if I let these thoughts I have puff up in smoke and disappear Say something sweet Say something nice to me [Chorus][x2] And I miss what we were so much right now I fucking miss what we were so much right now