My Best Habit

[Verse 1] To begin, I'm not sorry For myself or any part of me I won’t beg on your pardon, you see You know I'm not a human One part anxiety using two parts naivety Just to keep sane [Pre-Chorus] I'm a bitter little pill to swallow I’m a little bit of let down, my My feet are hard to follow My best habit's lettin' you down Am I makin' any sense? I don't know I'm a little bit of let down, my My feet are mine to follow You don't get to decide [Chorus] If you were waitin' on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit’s letting you down And if you’re searching for a sure thing, nice dream Somethin' like a machine Then my best habit’s letting you down To you, I don't exist Ain't what you're lookin’ for Good thing I don't exist for you at all anymore So if you're waitin' on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down [Verse 2] Now we're back to the matter Well, if it's average you're after Or ordinary, you'll have to move on See, without me, I'm not myself If I'm not me, then I am everyone else And then who would be John? [Pre-Chorus] I'm a bitter little pill to swallow I'm a little bit of let down, my My feet are hard to follow My best habit's lettin' you down Am I makin' any sense? I don't know I'm a little bit of let down, my My feet are mine to follow You don't get to decide [Chorus] If you were waitin' on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down And if you're searching for a sure thing, nice dream Somethin' like a machine Then my best habit's letting you down To you, I don't exist Ain't what you're lookin' for Good thing I don't exist for you at all anymore So if you're waitin' on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down [Bridge] As a single tear falls to the ground For the people that we are not now If you're not you, you're everyone else Who are you? Who are you now? Burned our teenage years down to the ground Oh, the hand on the clock's wearing out If you're not you, you're everyone else Who are you? Who are you? [Chorus] If you were waitin' on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down If you were waitin' on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down And if you're searching for a sure thing, nice dream Somethin' like a machine Then my best habit's letting you down To you, I don't exist Ain't what you're lookin' for Good thing I don't exist for you at all anymore So if you're waitin' on the sunshine, blue sky Cheap high, lullaby Then my best habit's letting you down