If I Only Had The Heart

[Verse 1] I fell asleep last night But I woke up too late And everything I loved I began to hate I know I sound repetitive Cause I'm repeating myself And I'm competitive I want you all by yourself And that alone is just the problem I've got these woes I just can't solve them [Chorus 1] If I could gather up the nerve I'd put my feelings into words And if I weren't so young, or stupid, or restless I might be able to just soon forget this Just forget this [Chorus 2] Please just forget me When I'm out all alone on the east coast And please don't forgive me When you're home all alone and you need me most [Verse 2] Oh if I only had the heart To find out exactly who you are You know I'd try now But it's just fine No you can't save me It's no fault but mine Please just blame me [Chorus 1] [Chorus 2] [Bridge] If I only had the heart [x5], the nerve, the words If I only had the heart You'd think by now I would have learned [Chorus 2]