What I Do

See I don't rap cars nor dancing I rap scars and pain shit Mental shit - the strange thing That I strangle myself They can't hurt me - only I can And I do and I'm insane Plus I'm asocial, lonely and can't understand How to change... Or maybe just can't Fuck it it's a flaw I can't repair Ive been out there looking for help Looking for love Found nothing but more things to weight than it was Still can't handle myself I'm in the auto-destructive mode What's up with y'all ? Ya never had it ? When you make everything to hate yourself more ? Least I don't do drugs If I did ... I wouldn't have shit Not even a bridge to sleep under I'm a Jew when it comes to money So I will forever psychologically fuck up my dome When I spit with hunger Believe that... Cause I'm close to eating my soul This rap - I need that My only therapy, I think Cause you muthafuckas ain't hurry to help me with that thing It's getting out of control It's spreading! I don't even know if I want to get out of it anymore For real though, I don't really need y'all Not now when I'm already down With Titans locked down ! It ain't all right and it won't be But I don't give a shit anymore I will be muthafucking happy alone ! So take a breath Fuck you and leave and never come back, ho ! This is what I do This my revival This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all I'm fucked up I know it and I won't change it I'm just crazy Fuck you I don't need you, baby ! I don't love bitches I don't love dudes I don't love her I don't love you And I dont love me I dont love a fucking crew I don't love a fucking hood I love my mom She gave me everything that she could Wish you could But you don't want to so fuck you! And I won't let you cause I'm an asshole I want to feel bad You don't have to check pulse, I'm dead I want to make millions and be gone They will say "he left" And I'll be in my mansion alone with my PS3 Fuck the world for couple of reasons , you will see As years will be passing me Definitevly i wanna be an enemy to my existance But y'all don't care nah... Yall don't listen ! So fuck it I'm gonna stay here alone Happy watching you muthafuckas fall ! Write some songs Sing a chorus, say I don't need you And I'm gone for a steak from barbecue And I don't give a fuck what's your IQ You may think that I'm dumb Prolly I am but writing this shit and feeling sad is What I Do ! This is what I do This my revival This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all I'm fucked up I know it and I won't change it I'm just crazy Fuck you I don't need you, baby ! You prolly don't know But I'm a one woman man But no woman for me, man I even stopped going to brothels fishing for ho's Matter of fact I stopped fishing for anyone I don't like to spend doe on myself So unless you want me to buy something I won't What the fuck is wrong ? I was a thug, now I'm just cool And you don't wanna kick it with me I miss the presence of a girl next to me ... But now I'm gone I won't even look for someone I'm gone and I will be for long I don't want love Fuck it - it's no love For all you ho's I hate you bitch And that's a statement to everybody in my voice reach Preach! Stop Talking to me I'm not friendly I'm indifferent to you Your not even my enemy And I don't pretend shit From day one I told you I was never a goon Never a dealer nor a gangsta But I wasn't good This is what I do This my revival This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all I'm fucked up I know it and I won't change it I'm just crazy Fuck you I don't need you, baby ! When you meet me on the street I'm gonna be smiling and shit But for real I wish you'd be gone already Bitch I'm all fucked up in the head with Life and me I don't like people ... I don't like y'all... Please understand and leave Or finally I'm gonna leave you cripple I don't have a pistol nowadays It's too much of a pressure to shoot these dudes nowadays I don't box now... I'm in no shape actually I'm in a lyrical fitness and thats it .. But physically that's shit I'd rather let myself sleep in a box now Cause either way my life style Makes me sleep during the day And wake up when the nights out Stop Talking to me I'm not friendly You are my enemy And I don't pretend shit From day one I told you I was never a goon Never a dealer nor a gangsta But I wasn't good This is what I do This my revival This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all I'm fucked up I know it and I won't change it I'm just crazy Fuck you I don't need you, baby !