Roll Alone

Look at all these dudes They wanna see me fall Look at me for a second I just wanna roll... Alone I don't want to think Who is coming for me Cause as I blink I feel like I'm in a ring This world is awful I don't wanna grin But this shit sad And I can't express how I feel If I do bring Cash and weaponry Should you join me ? And my army ? Nah, leave me alone Let me fuckin be Cause I don't need Another fake friend or another bitch ! Look at all these dudes They wanna see me fall Look at me for a second I just wanna roll... Alone Cause I got issues Muthafucka I'm ready to use a pistol I got it ready like the pen in my pocket Ready to spin you till you suck it Bitch dudes I ain't bluffing My mind ain't right And I ain't taking medicine My mind still trapped And I'm feeling not much better than Psychos dancing on the line And below me is a big steak knife I got a lot of bruises and stitches I rather jack off than fuck bitches Cause I'm a one woman man But no woman ready to hold my hand God damn it's all so fucking ridiculous ! Tell me who will believe in this ? But it's true... Unfortunately for me I would love to say y'all did it to me But I always blame myself So fuck you Eric for making me that type of ugly ! Look at this dude in the mirror He wants to see me fall Look at me for a second I just wanna roll... Alone They don't wanna see me successful They don't wanna come to my rescue But I was always there for them Muthafucka if you had an issue I already had a plan I don't care what you muthafuckas wanna plan, now "I'm not going" - that's my answer to everything you say now I wanna roll alone cause all of y'all failed me And I failed you too So it's a win win situation if I'm off Better yet if I'm gonna off myself But for now I rather go off ! Spit it raw and honest Cause I don't care about y'all anymore And it won't change CAUSE I WANNA ROLL ALONE! THEY SAY THAT IM CARING BUT IM CARING BOUT YOU LEAVING ME THE FUCK ALONE SO IF YOUR WALKING AWAY IM GONNA WALK YOU OFF JUST TO BE SURE THAT YOUR GONE FOR GOOD ! Look at this dude in the mirror He wants to see me fall Look at me for a second I just can't roll... Alone Look at this dude in the mirror He wants to see me fall Look how I'm dying I just wanna be gone..