All Right

[Intro] It's all right Eric... It's all right... What Doesn't Kill You... well it fucks you up ! [Verse] Hands are shaking, face is swollen Voice is trembling, can't control it Heart is aching, I can't hold it I hear depression and he's calling Mouth is dry but eyes are full of water Why am I in the middle of disorder ? How can I turn around the revolver ? Cause right now it wants to do slaughter She won't pick up when I call her She'll text me back like "What you want, huh?" I'll text her "I want us forever happily!" And then... she laugh at me ! And then... I cannot believe ! The girl I could see me with Tells me that she don't care, she don't need it She's playing games, she's conceited Cause I ain't got a job on the radar, I'm underneath it And I'm always the shoulder for her if she need it What is important for me - for her to conceive it That we should stick together - no matter what is it ! Cause if she's trying to leave whenever I'm doing worse Than I, unfortunately, can't see it Relationship can turn to relation-sink Just cause she's too selfish to see it ! And I'm a sucker for love so I can't leave it ! Whenever we're on the edge of breaking apart I have to heal it SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME WITH ! Cause I've seen more pain than paramedics did And I've dealt with more issues than AA meetings ! Everyday I'm calm but sometimes I can't keep it In me and end up screaming and beating ! I'm beefing with me even I don't know where I got it from But when I look at the mirror I don't see a person worth seeing O.G. told me to be cold till I get dough But I keep on catching feelings You know that feeling when you care ? When for a loved one you might as well be dead ? When you have an issue and you want to argue But no one is there ? When you want to be open but you're scared That you can lose what you have And you feel like there is nothing else besides that So you act cool like "Fuck it, it'll pass" But then you really say "Fuck it, it couldn't last!" Too many times, too many excuses Too much disrespect in this life But still you want it to be all right So you fight! See I been in fire and I don't need a light Cause my skin still burning from the last time I know how to thug but I'm not quite sure how to live my life ! I try my best ! I don't always succeed but if I fail Than please don't leave me here Be a bit optimistic since I'm a pessimist I'm always ready for the worse but I think about the best And it stresses me that they're saying "Later it'll be greater" But now it's later and I'm still in the same place I always smile cause I cherish the day Cause these eyes are familiar with pain And my mind have been trained by Old folks with wisdom you can see with your bare eye ! I don't use an umbrella when I walk in the rain My Dad still needs me near I value family much more than my peers Cause they wanna leave quickly But I want to stay till they all in the clear I want to but I can't help them more I wish I could do better for my loved ones Cause that's really what life is about If you'll stick to it, everything will be all right Sky's dark and grass withered on my side Wish I could have a new lawn cause this one says "bye bye !" When my grandmother died I was so indifferent as I've never been in my life I though I would feel something But I didn't even try !