Flashlight

Please fall asleep so I can take pictures of you and hang them in my room So when I'll wake up I'll be like "Yeah, everything's all right" You are still here, you are still happy You are still smiling and laughing You are still the only thing and everything I need in my life And it goes in, in, out through the mouth Breathing exercises I will never figure out So I am running in circles or Walking in circles or Crawling in circles or Lying on the ground And I Can hear your dog whistle from my bedroom Yeah, yeah And I Can see a flashlight cuttin' Up the trees behind my house Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah She says a lot of the kids we graduated with are now homeless Which puts them in mad shady situations with mad shady people If not everyday, then on an every other day basis And she's probably with a few of them right now And they are probably just drinking and talking about How she misses gettin' fucked up and hangin' around And he says "Hey, you're good at that" and she says "Thanks. It's kind of All I got," and then she looks away and says, "It's also all I need" And I can smell plastic burning I can smell chemicals breaking down I got your last three emails The ones where you said "I was sorting some things out" And he will be able to hear her dog whistle from his bedroom Yeah yeah And I Can see a flashlight cuttin' Up the trees behind my house Yeah yeah And I will read the flashing Like a Morse code explanation Though it'll mean nothing But take all night to figure out, out, out I am sad, I am sad. And I am happy, oh God, I'm happy (Please fall asleep so I can take pictures of you and hang them in my room) There's just no place in between for us to meet (So when I'll wake up I'll be like yeah everything's all right.) But I am sad, I am sad, but when I am happy, oh God, I'm happy (You are still here, you are still happy. You are still smiling and Laughing) There's just no place in between for us to meet (You are still the only thing and everything I need in my life.) When I am sad, oh God, I'm sad, but when I'm happy, I am happy (Please fall asleep so I can take pictures of you and hang them in my room) And there's just no place in between for us to meet (So when I'll wake up I'll be like, "Yeah, everything's all right") When I am sad, oh God, I'm sad, but when I'm happy, I am happy (You are still here, you are still happy. You are still smiling and Laughing.) And there's just no place in between for us to meet